It's getting a little scary and real right about now. As I sit at my work desk, I'm finding it almost impossible to concentrate on the tasks at hand and they are piling up around my toes. I feel unready. Unsettled. Excited about the day actually arriving, but I'm terrified of all the unknown things. I don't really know how to make it seem more simple. I am blessed to be going in the first place, the last thing I want to do is whinge. I never expected to be scared, but I am a bit.
My toes tingle.
I'm sure I'll be hopping on that plane chanting "i'm not nervous, I'm excited!" over and over again. I've heard it works.
The things to do. Many. The money I'll have: limited. And the time I'm bound to have: fantastic.
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Snapshot
- Anita
- Melbourne, Victoria, Australia
- Things that make me wild with joy: Cakes, biscuits and sweets; Playfighting; History museums, exhibitions, ephemera; Family and friends (of course); Making a mess while getting arty; Dancing naked in my own home; Having a hot bath; The Hokey Pokey; Smooth coffee in urban cafes; Singing with friends; Learning new information about practically anything!; Making connections; Swimming in the ocean; Playing board games; Fat rain; Blue skies; Running my hand over supple, soft skin; Crisp beer and good CabMerlot
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